| EVERYTHING COMES FROM EVERYWHERE |

It normally goes into saying that when your tested for something, your tested from all angles(spare me i messed up the proverb..).  The same thing has happened with me. Tomorrow is my viva at 11 a.m and its evening 7 p.m with absolutely no knowledge of i am suppose to speak about!! Engineering did try and impart its engineered thinking in me, but i paid no heed about that; rather still don't.

Now, relatives who are there at your place do demand alot of time. So my day ends up with only a few readings studying part time n catering catering them full time..!!. To top that my health has suddenly gone for a toss. Weakness, cough n cold with a heavy head are just somethings that are coming my way since last night.

So what next?? Viva has to be given at any cost..Can't think of running away(i wish i cud just stop time). Enough of false hypothesis..Studying for the viva is the only option now. This teaches me that i should have prepared for this before like an ideal student. 'BUT' is a big word that creates a huge difference between me and the toppers.!! That's it no more humiliations.. All the successful people have surpassed much greater difficulties than me..! STOP!! even as writing this post, the electricity has gone And boy was this was only left to happen.!! 

I am down with my laptop in the parking, the only place that has lights(a big thanks to the person behind the inverter..). Sitting down on the staircase with my journal n planning to start study hard. Leaving all those 'bright' students who are in a situation like this, with one of my most favourite song lyrics..(just download the song and i am sure you shall get the necessary pump)..

ALL THE BEST FOLKS..!! DO YOUR BEST..!

Never Surrender By Missing Tide

No time for healing, you’ ve got to let it go
Holding on to distant memories
Don’ t stop believing, it’ s deep within your soul
Looking back on all the things you’ ve seen

Too many tears have turned to stone
This time you’ ll make it on your own

Never Surrender - you got a heart of steel
Never Surrender - just break that evil spell
Never Surrender - you got a heart of steel
Never Surrender!

Cold in the shadows, you ‘re reaching for the light
Searching for the place of all your dreams
Forget your sorrows, just try to get it right
Make it all the best of what it seems

Too many tears have turned to stone
This time you’ ll make it on your own

Never Surrender - you got a heart of steel
Never Surrender - just break that evil spell
Never Surrender - you got a heart of steel
Never Surrender!

You the feel the pain like a burning flame
Keep holding on your journey has begun

Never Surrender - you got a heart of steel
Never Surrender - just break that evil spell
Never Surrender - you got a heart of steel
Never Surrender.!!